Music Music!!

My addiction for music was just triggered by Paramore's new single " Ignorance". It is a pretty cool song.. to me. But, the melody was just somehow difficult to get.. weird though... Haha... I am also into some of these songs too...:
1. Iron and Wine- such great heights
2. Blue foundation- watch you sleeping
3. Daughtry- Poker face (cover song of lady gaga's poker face)
These are just some of the tracks that I personally like....

I am just waiting for the exams to end soon, so I can at least have some fun without thinking about disturbing exams.. the school anniversary, the food fair that is coming soon, society's anniversary... whee~~!! I wanna have fun before stupid finals and stressing UEC comes in the way...haha...

New moon please go on cinemas soon!!! I cant wait anymore!!!!!!!!!

peace

I decided to make peace with her today afternoon, fortunately things well out pretty well. But, I never liked her boyfriend, for his is an absolute jerk. Disliked by most of the girls and guys, what a shame.

It is our general meeting today, everything went out smoothly, no scolding, etc...
However, it bores me very much as I have to show a stern face, which is not a very nice and easy thing to do. My life in the society has been really awesome, no words can be used to describe how much I love my darlings~~ they are just some of the people I would miss a lot after graduation.....

Next week is test week AGAIN!! It is really frustrating, somehow I have the eager to get good results.

I cant believe that I've been dozing off while writing this blog post. I am definitely burned out today. peace and chaoz~~~

Do you really love me?

Sometimes I do wonder whether do you really love me, or maybe you're just taking me for granted. I am just like any other average girl who loves her boyfriend to be with her when he can, make her feel secure, make her feel loved. But, you don't anymore. Being busy is just a simple excuse. I could even count the dates we have after being together for a year. We just do the same old routine, making you feel sick and tired of our relationship. I love you so much, you have become my life now... But I guess you don't feel that strong for me anymore? I don't know. Hoping that I will be able to heal from all of this pain. Waiting for the day for you to be here with me, hug me. Truly love me.

Pissed

I would consider today as a very bad start of my week. I am having Monday blues. I've been quite alright today at first, only the afternoon I somehow realized I've been used. Felt so used by someone. I hate how these people could come and stick so close to you when they need you, when they don't need you. They leave. I mean, this people are just main fakers. And I really display a great amount of hatred to those girls who act innocent in front of guys, and have what they want. These people can just die without living. This world is to conjested to have fakers such as this.

I just feel that I can't trust anyone anymore. Everywhere I go, I meet nasty people. I truly know that the society is filled with stupid nasty jerks and bitches everywhere. It is such a shame that I can't find any nice people around me.( except for my darlings)

I seriously need my darling friends around me right now when I am feeling like crap. I need my family, my lovely Victor, Alexandra, and ELS. This is where I actually feel home, where I feel comfortable. I really need a break.

Pulled muscle

It was the first day of sports day yesterday. I ran the 100 metres hurdles, which I thought it was not that hard, AT FIRST. I thought I started off well, hopping every hurdle smoothly, until I lost count, and I went out of tempo, it was when I started making mistakes, crashing the hurdles with my legs, which left dark blue and purple on my sheen and thigh. It wasnt a plesant thing. At the end of the race, I didnt knew what happened, I pulled my muscle. I crashed on the floor. My thigh hurt like hell. The pain was excruciating, so darn unplesant. I kept crying. My particular reason for crying wasnt only the pain I had, but I was truly disappointed with my performance back there. The Paramedics from my school carried me to some tent, putting ointments on my thigh, I really wanted to scream out loud, the pain was so hard to take. They then put ice on it. All those stuff to at least take the pain away from it. But, it did help eventually. I leaped all the way to the bus stop to be fetched by my parents. It was my first and last year running on the field in front a great amount of spectators. The experience I had was really great, it was such a shame that I didnt manage to run the 4x100m and 4x400m. I was anticipating to run, unfortunately, with a pulled thigh muscle, I cant. The picture I posted was what I wore that day. Looks athletic to me somehow.

And, on Wednesday, I went for the Accounting Challenge which was held in Sunway. It was the second time I represented my school to take part in it. It was an awesome experience. We got the Third runner up. I was thrilled. It was really great, winning something for my school. Accounting might be a bore to some people, but to me, I actually find it quite interesting in some way. =)

Competition week is over. Finally. I am happy that it is. The next activity I'll anticipate will be tomorrow. I am going to pick fruits from my friend's orchard!!! It will be a blast especially with a hurt thigh. haha...

Growing vines

After watching the marvelous Transformers 2, I start falling in love with the soundtrack of the movie. Needless to say, New Divide by Linkin Park is awesome, very addictive. 21 guns by Green Day, is a great alternative rock track. Something different from Green Day, and it too suits the movie very much. The one i love the most would be The Fray- Never say never. I love it so so much. It was at the scene when Mikaela had to bid goodbye to Sam. The thought of that scene would make me tear. I do not know why, the feeling of saying goodbye to someone you are so attached to is just so intense.

Probably, I would be facing such stuff soon maybe next year? I don't know. I would not even want to have the thought of it. I truly love Victor so much. He really captivated my heart. I really love him with all my heart, I love him like I never loved before. He got me hooked to him, just make me feel that I do not wanna let go of him.

Time will never stop moving, the earth will never stop rotating, our love will never stop growing deeper just like vines.