Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Its been a long time.

Its been a very long time since I touched the keys on my keyboard... And I really missed the clicking sounds made from the buttons... Its just the second week of school and everything had just started and it never seems to stop. Maybe I am not used to the hectic life I once lived, however, we NORMAL humans just tend to adapt to our environment very fast. Somehow, I felt a little "abnormalness" in me, because I still can't get used to the life I am living now. Waking up at 5:30 am in the morning, kicking the sheets off my bed just to express my frustrations, brushing my teeth with my eyes closed, after that, washed my face and put my contacts on, but, my brain is still asleep... I walked to the cupboard where I left my uniform hanging. I buttoned my uniform with my eyes slightly closed. Grab my stuff, walked down the stairs with my eyes closed, which I think I am quite good at it. My morning seems to start off draggy. The thought of seeing my scrony frizzed hair Math teacher, plum petite small eyed Chinese teacher just pulls my mood all the way down to the depts of the sea. Just pondering on how boring their class would be. But the thought of me seeing my darling, slim pretty young looking accounts teacher and manly looking but very experienced Economics teacher balaced my mood.
Being elected as the monitress of the class, just somehow add more responsibility on my shoulders. Thinking of ways to support and keep my darling going on just adds on more. But all the these so called 'burden' I have was something positive rather than the negative one.
This year is indeed a different year, a year for me to rise up and be somebody. Its time for me to learn new things in life too.

I'll be back soon, whenever I have the time. Goodbye keypads....

One more thing, I wanna dedicate some words for my darling,
Its the starting of the year, challenges are yet to come, I know you are back late everytime, and there are still more work for you to accomplish. Don't admit defeat to this work, take it in a positive mood, and accomplish it in a happy mood rather than a frustrating mood. You once told me TOUGH TIMES DONT LAST BUT TOUGH PEOPLE DO. You are the tough one. Yea? You are going to be a remarkable leader. And all these are just small training for you. No matter what, I'll always be here to support you. All the way. I love you.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Flashback

Its a bit late to write about my flashback about 2008.

Last year was indeed challenging. I am just basically fighting to find myself and what I want in life. Just basically growing up. I saw the changes and everything that took place infront of my naked eye. All of us have grown up. But 2008 was an awesome year. God made me meet wonderful people who changed my life. And those who are still there to give me support.
I never ever regretted that I joined ELS. I was afraid at first but thanks to xin yi, she pulled the timid nic for an interview. And there I found my home, I found somewhere where I could finally be myself in. And there I met such great people. Like Traceline, she was a sister, a bestfriend. Emo at times, but hypo most of the time. When I met her I was so glad that we could actually talk so much about our interest.

And Tracey there are some things you have to know. Don't be too emo sometimes. Life is full of challenge, but don't cry when you face one. Face it with a optimistic spirit, and pray hard always, because God is always watching you and ever ready to lift you up with his hand. You don't have to worry that you aren't unique. Just be yourself, because everyone is different. I pray that this year, you will face challenges in a postive way. You'll learn so many new things in life and you will teach and help others with your experience. But if there is any problem or you need someone to talk to, just know that God gave you a sister here, and she will always be here for you. Be a good leader. And make us proud. I love you. Mwah!


And I met Vic. Vic was the awesome guy. Someone who I look up to. Someone who showed me what the real Nic is, he brought so much happiness in my life. He changed Nic in so many ways. And he is everything to me. He is the cheerful guy who never fail to make me laugh all the time when we hang out. And I love him so very much.
Vic darling, thanks for making my 2008 brighter, thanks for showing me what life is all about, thanks for taking me out from emo, and showing what the real Nic is. The real Nic is meant to be cheerful and happy. Thanks for your love and support all the way. And I couldn't be happier that God placed you infront of me. Thanks for changing me. And made me become more positive in life, and you made me wanna go closer to God each time. You really changed me tremendously. And I thank you for that. Really. I love you so so much.

Other than ELS. I love s2c1. Especially Nee and Yivonn were great classmates.They gave me so much support. They too made me realize what I want in life, they never fail to make me laugh all the time. I love them to bits. And I always will. I love you too gals! Three of us are going to work hard!!!! Yea? I love you both!!! Mwah! Mwah!

2008 changed me. Made me more mature, made me realized that facing challenges is a good thing, because I get to learn more things in life. Many things happened in 2008 too. Like the milk scandal in China, which obviously brought a bad name to this country. Barack Obama was the first African American who was elected as America's president. He is someone who the world including me looks up to. He promised America a change that they can belive in. And I too believe Barack Obama will definitely bring good change to this country and the world.

2009 will continue to be a great year. A year of challenge, courage and change. I pray that I'll get great results, be a good RS leader and a good friend and love to Vic, be a great friend to others. And I am ready for this year. There will be a great big break through. Cheers.