Its been a long time since I lay my fingers on this dusty keyboard. Things hasn't change much since I last came here. Life's just got busier each day, my life is just filled with busy schedules- tuition, extra classes, eca, most of all studying for tests, minor ones and major ones. Life is
getting really boring somehow, just repeating the same old routine.
I am just glad that I am having a one week holiday just to relieve my "unneccesary" stress. Hate living under so much pressure, just hate life being so tensed, its like there is so much things waiting for me to be finished. Just got elected as the chairman of the fund-raising activity, which is a very stressful position.( sorry that i'm being so negative!! I could only see the bad part of being a chairman.)
Irony as it seems. I am just anticipating to graduate as fast as possible. So that I could live the life I want, go to places that I want, do things that I want. Maybe try out cool stuff, like going to Australia and visit my godparents alone. But people say that after graduating you will somehow miss highschool life. Seriously, I dont know. I guess the thing that I would miss the most, is my dearie Traceline and Zoey. And of course my society. I love ELS so much, cuz I just feel so belong there.
I just bought Breaking Dawn, read quite a lot. The last book is just propotioned to different parts. I read finish the Bella part. Bella got married with Edward Cullen, which is so so awesome!!!! I was so engrossed with the book, it felt like I was at the weddig ceremony. Loved the way Stepehenie Meyer wrote it. I salute her!!
Well, things between me and Victor are going well, I guess? Its just that these few days he is in such a down mood, which made me think so so much, letting me get worried over unnessecary stuff!!! He is really sad and down over his results. But really I hope he gets better. Through this perios of time, I just somehow realized that the person you love could seriously, just manouver your emotions, from bad to good, etc. My love for Victor, changed. but of course, not in a bad way but good. My love for him has deepened so much. No one, even myself could understand why. I am so irrecoverably in love with this guy. Our future is so uncertain. The paths we are going to walk on are so different.
Eventhough, I stil haven't decide the path I want to walk on. There are so many things that I want to do in life. Being an Accountant would be last on my list. I love Fashion. Studying fashion seems interesting. Being an image consultant would be fun. I would want to study something different. Accounting, business seems so dull. Figures confuse me. I can't use a strong word to say I hate figures. I could only use dislike. However, this is not really a time to think of such stuff. I have to finish my studies before I make a decision where and what I want to study. Some of my friends seems so certain about it.
Well, I guess I gotta end this blog, and come back to update a new post maybe few months later. Peace up.
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