Lost to time once again.

My heart raced, as I travelled through the crowd, with a blue paper bag in my hand. As many thoughts ran through my head, searching for the most suitable way to give him a surprise from his back. But within a short time, there I was, standing in the chilly, less than 5 souls bookstore. The cold wind rushed through my arms, and gave me a slight shiver. I stood there, searching for one of the 5 souls.

There he is, standing there, with a book in his hand. He wore a white t-shirt and a brown Bermuda shorts. As usual, he was tall, lightly toned. Without letting time run away from my hands, I walked at a fast pace, as the cold wind was flirting with my plain yellow dress like blouse in the air. I looked at him, and smiled. As our eyes meet, he gave a beautiful and bright smile, which lightened up the dark room of my heart. He held my hand which brought so much warmth into my heart, and there I was tagged along and out of the chilly bookstore. As we walked on the concrete floors of the mall, all I could hear was my flats slamming against the floor, with a clicking sound. We talked, and looked at each other. My heart was overwhelmed with joy, as I could finally look at him in the face and talk to him. The feeling without seeing him for days and weeks was truly intense and agonizing. And now I could finally satisfy this emotions of mine.

We bought a ticket, and went straight to the food court. This place was bright, as there was a big large glass window which allowed the sun to pierce through and give light to the room. We sat by the window, I could feel the heat of the sunlight on my skin. We enjoyed the small boat like bowl of Lasagna. As time was ticking by, it was time for us to head in the movie theatre. We went up the stairs, the tearing sound which came from the ticket was loud. We sat in the red and spacious seat. The film rolls was rolling, the sound from the speaker pierced through the delicate ears drums of mine.

The movie was rolling, as Frank Martin shows off his moves in the movie, smashing the delicate heads of his rivals. However, Frank Martin wasn't that attractive enough to catch my attention, my attention was on the guy beside me. He streched his hands towards mine, giving me enough warmth. As our eyes meet each other once again, I was lost in his eyes, he moved his face close to mine, and touched my soft lips, the heat and sweetness burst into my mouth. It stayed for a long time. I lied on his chest, he hugged me securely, as we watched Frank Martin accomplishing his mission. His scent was euphoric. Time passed us by without us knowing.

After movie, we headed to Coffee Bean. The lighting of the room was dimmed. The smell of coffee went through my nostrills, giving an aromatic scent, the sound of chattering gave noise to the room. We ordered a cup of ice blended mocha. The drink was in a beautiful colour. The colour of the mocha was dark brownish, and the colour of the whipped cream brought the coffee a blend of white. We sat outside. The sun was bright, hot, and beautiful. The weather was in an irony condition, which made us loved it and hate it at the same time. The bustling sounds of the vehicles wasn't loud enough to cover our voices. The smell of urban air was everywhere. I sipped a small amount of coffee. It brought my coffee addiction alive once again.

I told my past, my jealousy. How I battled through jealousy and not letting it take over me. He told me how he fell in love with me. How it all happened. It felt like the moment of truth to me. It satisfied my curiousity. His words was sweet, heart warming. We looked into each other's eyes as we talked. Both of us was caught in each other's eyes, each other's thoughts. It was hard for us to turned away. It felt like it was an important time for us. We hoped in our hearts that this conversation didn't end. But, too bad, we lost to the time. It passed us by so fast, faster than lightning. It was so impossible to grasp time. Only fools would think they had a chance to win time. It was time for goodbye. We left the place, I walked him to the entrance. Gave a kiss on his cheek. And there, he was gone in the midst of crowds.

I walked through the bustling crowd, music from loud speakers wasn't enough to wake me up from what had happened just now. I was trapped in my thoughts. Lost in it. I played the tape back again and again. Trying to put myself back in the dream I just had. But I failed. I tried once again. Failed again. The feeling of missing him just came back once again. I started missing him once again.