I am happy for you

I got really great news today. I am so happy for Alexandra.
She is single no more, and she actually have a German boyfriend. I am so so happy for her, with her talent and everything, she should find someone with superb talent (which I assume that he has). Everyone seems to be appalled by this news of hers. Poor Alexandra, she's been mocked by others( not in a nasty way). Probably part of our friends just can't accept the fact that she has found some awesome dude?

I've been learning French today through the net. I feel totally idiotic just repeating the phrases by myself. And, I do think that French is quite a difficult language to take up. But I am not giving up. In the midst of learning, I just can't stop thinking about others, those from my school... They must be working so hard, studying for the finals...while I am just vegetating in front of the computer learning something that has got nothing to do with my finals. But, has everything to do with my future. I really have to go to Paris.

And, about the previous post which really potrayed the nasty side of me... I am over it... Life is so much happier without her in my thoughts. Just the sight of her face will send my blood boiling. But, true enough, my life is so great that someone like her would not have a chance to fit in my superb life. I'll just let her be. The saddest part is just to lose a bestfriend. But, I guess its okay. i have no choice whatsoever.And I promised myself that my life would be so much better without her. ( Eventhough I have to face her every single day) Just a few more months than its over.

Fund- raising has been tough for me. No actions have been done yet. It just stresses me so much. However, I am not gonna face this with a negative attitude. I am just believing that things would turn out better. Praying as hard as I can that miracles wil happen. I do believe in miracles. God bless me. I can do fine without a vice-chairman. My friends will support me all the way. =)
I can do it.

I had enough.

Its been ages since I posted a blog. I'll be typing this blog with a great amount of hatred. A massive amount of thoughts of confrontation. A superb amount of sadness.

Now, the motive I am writing this blog is to express my frustrations.

To whoever might concern:

WELL, OBVIOUSLY I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR CRAZY GAMES. I AM TIRED TOO. I WANNA MAKE IT CLEAR THAT I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR BF BECAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE I LOVE SO MUCH. AND ALL I CAN SAY IS.... YOU'RE TOO OBSESSIVE. I AM IN NO POSITION TO CONFRONT YOU BECAUSE I AM NOT SUCH A LOSER LIKE YOU. THE GOOD THING IS I WONT BE TALKING TO YOUR BF. I GUESS YOU WOULD BE HAPPIER THIS WAY. AN INSTANT RELIEVE FOR ME. BUT ALSO BRINGING ME ENOUGH SADNESS. THANKS ANYWAY FOR HATING ME.

Meet the parents.

Actually this event happened on Wednesday, but I was rather late to update my blog.

Victor actually came to my house on Wednesday, he came over for movie and to just basically spend time with me. I would call it the best date ever, because he is able to spend some time with me and my family. It was like an important day for me, I really wanna let my parents know that I am truly in love with this guy, and of course I need my parents approval. But, thank God, Victor was a very nice guy, and my parents liked him! =)

Vic, Rachel and I watched Wall-e. I have to say, it looked pathetic to me at first, but later on I started to realize that it is a wonderful movie. I heard from someone that it is a silent movie, however, it is not. Only half of the movie is silent as Wall-e and Eve can't really talk, but when there are humans, there's where the conversation comes in. After that, Vic and I cooked dinner together. Wee- hee! Its so so fun to be in the kitchen with someone you love. I enjoyed every moment with him just basically whipping up a meal for the whole family. Love the time we had! Soooo much!

I might want to add on something. Something that has nothing to do with what happened on Wednesday. Its just that I cannot tolerate people who like to follow, you know, like totally wanna be someone they're not. Their imitating attitude just pisses me off so much, because they lack of authenticity. Get your own, stop copying quotes and make it your own, if you're that good, then, GET YOUR OWN. This world is too tight for fakers like you. So, please, for heaven's sake, be yourself.

ps: I am not pointing out to a particular person, its just that I truly dislike people who imitates thats all.

Back so soon??

It's so weird that I am back so soon posting blog posts. I just wanna give out some updates. I've cut my hair. My bangs looks much more neater than before, FINALLY!

And I've been reading Ellen Degeneres's blog. & happen to find it very hilarious. It is something you would need when you're down. And I love her jokes. I really enjoy reading every single post of her blog. Its really awesome. I highly recommend her blog to everyone. She is so awesome! Kudos to you ellen!!

http://ellen.warnerbros.com/ellens_thoughts/

.....? "Random post"....

First thing first, that was the weirdest title I ever had on my blog post. But anyway, I named it random post, its because I haven't any idea for my blog. (obviously!)

UPDATE: What am I up to this few days of my hols? Woke up around 10 am, join my family for breakfast, but I wasn't the latest to wake up as always, BECAUSE my eldest sis Shan is still in dreamland with Adam Lambert. After breakfast, TV comes in in the morning. What show is on? Sad thing is I missed my favourite Ellen DeGeneres show, but after the Ellen show comes... well.. Martha Stewart. (laughs) You could see how bored I am, but just lazing around in the morning was a good way to relax. I guess? in the afternoon, I just write write write, or surf the net about fashion. After that, I forced myself to study, doing revisions on book-keeping and English. I would not consider my hols unproductive. Its a good way to do things that I cannot manage to do during school days. Life isn't all about getting A's all the way, or being the best student in the class or school. Studying is just part of my life.

All the things that I've been doing now, its just doing some preparations for my future. Learning how to survive, learning how to cook good food, learning how to be a good writer ( I am not good enough, obviously), most of all learning how to enjoy life.

I love being myself, and I am not ashamed that I am not FREQUENTLY studying like most of the time. I need space. I need time-off from studying.

Anticipating my life after school. I would learn French, get my driver's license, learn leadership and the business from my father, read novels, fashion articles. Do things that I would love to do. Nic, persevere for another 4 to 5 months. And you're free to leave that Chinese environment. Leave it with a smile and no regrets.

Peace out.

ps: I miss my darling Traceline, Alexandra and Victor. Three of you are the essential thing in my life. Love ya all to bits! Muackzx!